May 30, 2011
We went to a little Memorial Day picnic this morning at a park. Jacob loved that. Fraser and I got to meet some more people, which was nice for us. The day had warm and cool aspects, very temperamental, this weather here. People have been saying that it's just been a dreadful spring, even by Portland standards. Very wet and grey.
Back home for a late nap and home time. We grilled some steaks and corn. Pretty simple but nice to have one extra day to the weekend (although Fraser did have to go in to work this morning for a bit).
Monday, May 30, 2011
Day 245
May 29, 2011
We went to a Portland Timbers game today! That's their professional soccer team. Fraser got tickets through work which included lunch and some "money" to spend on souvenirs (this all sounds really nice, and it was, but really, a company that made $11.7 billion in profit because it tries to suck out your soul as an employee, this is the least they can do).
We rode the train downtown, found our spot and had some lunch. This was before the game even started. It was close to game time when Jacob started asking to go home. Uh-oh. We decided to skip the nap today because, otherwise, we wouldn't seen any of the game. So, we found some seats and I made him as cozy as I could. He eventually fell asleep. It ended up being about a 30 minute nap which held him (somewhat) until we got home. It was definitely a struggle of an afternoon with any little thing setting him off.
The weather was cold and grey and our team lost, but it was a great event. The fans were totally into the game, the Timbers Army section (as the fan base is called) was chanting and singing the entire game. It was awesome. And it was really cool to see a soccer match in person. It's been a long time since I've been to a professional sports game at all so, that was nice.
Early bed time for both the boys, and I got to "hang out" with my family around the campfire at their house (thanks, Skype). My brother, Nick, and his fiance, Amy, were up for the weekend so it was a chance to see everyone together.
We went to a Portland Timbers game today! That's their professional soccer team. Fraser got tickets through work which included lunch and some "money" to spend on souvenirs (this all sounds really nice, and it was, but really, a company that made $11.7 billion in profit because it tries to suck out your soul as an employee, this is the least they can do).
We rode the train downtown, found our spot and had some lunch. This was before the game even started. It was close to game time when Jacob started asking to go home. Uh-oh. We decided to skip the nap today because, otherwise, we wouldn't seen any of the game. So, we found some seats and I made him as cozy as I could. He eventually fell asleep. It ended up being about a 30 minute nap which held him (somewhat) until we got home. It was definitely a struggle of an afternoon with any little thing setting him off.
The weather was cold and grey and our team lost, but it was a great event. The fans were totally into the game, the Timbers Army section (as the fan base is called) was chanting and singing the entire game. It was awesome. And it was really cool to see a soccer match in person. It's been a long time since I've been to a professional sports game at all so, that was nice.
Early bed time for both the boys, and I got to "hang out" with my family around the campfire at their house (thanks, Skype). My brother, Nick, and his fiance, Amy, were up for the weekend so it was a chance to see everyone together.
Day 244
May 28, 2011
Off and on weather today. A nice pilates class. Monthly family gathering this evening. Met at a restaurant today instead of someone's house. Not as conducive to hanging out and talking but it still nice to see folks.
Off and on weather today. A nice pilates class. Monthly family gathering this evening. Met at a restaurant today instead of someone's house. Not as conducive to hanging out and talking but it still nice to see folks.
Friday, May 27, 2011
Day 243
May 27, 2011
It was sunny out this morning but surprisingly cold. At first I was kind of bummed that we had to go to the museum for our last science class but after feeling the brisk wind, I thought better. By the time we came out of the museum, there was a steady shower of rain coming down.
He took another long nap, giving me lots of time to do some practical things as well as rest, read a bit and make a couple cards to send out. Some packages from my mom also arrived with some old fabrics and t-shirts. It was like Christmas! Now I can examine my t-shirt quilt again and figure out where to put things. I still have a few t-shirts in my mind that I haven't found anywhere. Probably they're in a box somewhere in my garage, but I am NOT going to search them out. They'll just have to be made into a pillow or something.
It was sunny out this morning but surprisingly cold. At first I was kind of bummed that we had to go to the museum for our last science class but after feeling the brisk wind, I thought better. By the time we came out of the museum, there was a steady shower of rain coming down.
He took another long nap, giving me lots of time to do some practical things as well as rest, read a bit and make a couple cards to send out. Some packages from my mom also arrived with some old fabrics and t-shirts. It was like Christmas! Now I can examine my t-shirt quilt again and figure out where to put things. I still have a few t-shirts in my mind that I haven't found anywhere. Probably they're in a box somewhere in my garage, but I am NOT going to search them out. They'll just have to be made into a pillow or something.
Day 242
May 26, 2011
Nothing like a bout of something to make me appreciate how wonderful and fantastic it feels to be healthy. I am so, so, so appreciative of my health and my body. We did a bunch of cleaning and playing this am before going to the gym (no, I am not a masochist) for some yoga. It was so pleasant and relaxing, good to stretch out those muscles.
Pleasant, simple day.
Nothing like a bout of something to make me appreciate how wonderful and fantastic it feels to be healthy. I am so, so, so appreciative of my health and my body. We did a bunch of cleaning and playing this am before going to the gym (no, I am not a masochist) for some yoga. It was so pleasant and relaxing, good to stretch out those muscles.
Pleasant, simple day.
Thursday, May 26, 2011
Day 241: Aunt Katie stops by for a visit
May 25, 2011
I woke up last night to Jacob crying. He's asking for water, so I go in there and give him some. His room smells horrible but I think it's just old wipes. I take these out of the room and go back to my room. I don't feel great - a little nauseous. Around 5, Jacob's crying again. I wake up feeling horrible and go to the bathroom for awhile. Then I go to check on Jacob, hoping he doesn't have what I have (which feels an awful lot like food poisoning). I get him out of bed and notice a big pile of puke in his bed, more on his jammies. I strip him down, put on a t-shirt and bring him into my bed. Lovely.
The best part is, Jacob got it all out of his system early. He seemed fine, overall, for the rest of the day. I, however, felt miserable like I'd always just gotten off of the Tilt-a-Whirl and was feeling queasy.
We had a terrific distraction though - Aunt Katie!! She was in town for work and came by to hang out for awhile before heading back to Georgia. It was so fun to see her and for her to see Jacob. We got to play and have some lunch (not me, mind you) before she had to take off. Despite the fact that I didn't feel great, it was really great to see some family, even if only briefly.
After putting Jacob down, I forced the bad food out of myself. I didn't want to but the other alternative of it just sitting there, waves of nausea coming and going, was way worse. The only thing worse than puking, in my opinion, is the moment before puking when you feel like hell and nothing but puking is going to help you out of that. I rested the whole time Jacob did, which turned out to be four hours! I think his little body needed to recover too.
Hopefully after a good night's rest we will both feel as good as new tomorrow.
I woke up last night to Jacob crying. He's asking for water, so I go in there and give him some. His room smells horrible but I think it's just old wipes. I take these out of the room and go back to my room. I don't feel great - a little nauseous. Around 5, Jacob's crying again. I wake up feeling horrible and go to the bathroom for awhile. Then I go to check on Jacob, hoping he doesn't have what I have (which feels an awful lot like food poisoning). I get him out of bed and notice a big pile of puke in his bed, more on his jammies. I strip him down, put on a t-shirt and bring him into my bed. Lovely.
The best part is, Jacob got it all out of his system early. He seemed fine, overall, for the rest of the day. I, however, felt miserable like I'd always just gotten off of the Tilt-a-Whirl and was feeling queasy.
We had a terrific distraction though - Aunt Katie!! She was in town for work and came by to hang out for awhile before heading back to Georgia. It was so fun to see her and for her to see Jacob. We got to play and have some lunch (not me, mind you) before she had to take off. Despite the fact that I didn't feel great, it was really great to see some family, even if only briefly.
After putting Jacob down, I forced the bad food out of myself. I didn't want to but the other alternative of it just sitting there, waves of nausea coming and going, was way worse. The only thing worse than puking, in my opinion, is the moment before puking when you feel like hell and nothing but puking is going to help you out of that. I rested the whole time Jacob did, which turned out to be four hours! I think his little body needed to recover too.
Hopefully after a good night's rest we will both feel as good as new tomorrow.
Day 240
May 24, 2011
Yes, I am sore today. Pretty bad. Whoo-boy!
What did we even do today? Stuff, I reckon'.
I did go to another gym class - body combat. This will either help my muscles work out their soreness or make it worse. We shall see.
Jacob: Gacob want some poisonous sauce
Me: You want what?
Jacob: Poisonous sauce.
Me: You mean hoisin sauce?
Jacob: Uh-huh.
Yes, I am sore today. Pretty bad. Whoo-boy!
What did we even do today? Stuff, I reckon'.
I did go to another gym class - body combat. This will either help my muscles work out their soreness or make it worse. We shall see.
Jacob: Gacob want some poisonous sauce
Me: You want what?
Jacob: Poisonous sauce.
Me: You mean hoisin sauce?
Jacob: Uh-huh.
Day 239
May 23, 2011
Today, after my trip this weekend, I spent lots of time appreciating Jacob: holding him, kissing him, smelling him, listening to him, looking at him. All things I do try and to do on a day to day basis anyway. But, you know, a little absence makes the heart grow fonder.
I went to the gym, to a cardio/strength class that kicked my butt. I know I will be hurting tomorrow. But I'm getting back into a routine after my trip to Michigan (in March!) ruined me.
And I'm rapidly trying to finish the book club book for tonight's meeting. I am not going to finish it, but alas... I'm mostly finished. Hotel on the Corner of Bitter and Sweet. A good story. I didn't always love the writing, but I am picky. Much of it was set during WWII and talked about the Japanese internment. I do not claim to be a history guru in any way, but it still amazes me how little I do know about some major events that happened in our country. Sending American born people of Japanese descent to internment camps because we thought they were spies. Making them sign oaths of loyalty and then fight for us in the war, fight for a country that wouldn't treat you as a citizen. Sad, really sad. And it's just a reminder of what not to do in times of war - vilify a whole culture because of some bad seeds. We're a little better on that front but still have some growth to do.
Day 238
May 22, 2011
Fortunately, the rapture didn't take everyone yesterday. I woke this morning with some light coming through the window, thinking, I hope I didn't oversleep. Ha! I looked at the clock - 6:35. Right. The best part - I got to go back to sleep. I did hear one of Kristen's cats meow at one point and my first thought was, Jacob's awake! The patterns your body gets trained into...
The drive back was even more lovely than the drive up, because it was sunny this time. Really beautiful. The sky was wide and open with mostly thin clouds here and there and the sun sending out streams of light as it headed toward the horizon. It reminded me of being... out west. I know, I know, I am out west. But I mean, it reminded me of my travels in the west, through Idaho, Montana, even Oregon when I was younger and that brought a familiar sweet melancholy with it.
It was great to have to time away, to miss Jacob and Fraser, to have time for my own thoughts, to talk a mile-a-minute with an old friend. I'm glad I made the decision to go.
Day 237: Seattle
May 21, 2011
This weekend I headed up to Seattle (alone!) to visit my friend Kristen. We're friends from high school and college, and I've only been talking about coming out to see her and one of her shows (she's a modern dance choreographer) for about 7 years now. Finally, it's time.
Leaving home was... a process. Emotional, somewhat, extricating myself from the home fires, the "Mommy play"s and"Are you sure you want to go"s, I was free!! It's funny, but I noticed a bit more apprehension on my part about going, driving off by myself, stopping for things on the way. It's just that you get used to doing things a certain way, in this case, I'm used to doing trips like this now with Fraser, so I have another person to rely on for certain things. I reminded myself of how many trips I've taken by myself, though, and immediately felt fine. Once in the car, I was thrilled, overjoyed, to be setting out on my own.
The drive up was beautiful. I saw four bald eagles!!, two of them really low over my car. I should've pulled off on the shoulder. Fortunately, the road was pretty empty at that point. Four great blue herons, several hawks, rivers, rain, mountains. It was really great.
I also made a little stop in Kalama, WA, a town with 12 antique stores. I only hit up a few of them and one secondhand kids store, but that was enough to find a few treasures and be on my way.
Once in Seattle, Kristen and I caught up and got ready for the opening night of her show, Music You Shouldn't Choreograph To. I was on concession duty. It was great. I got to hang out, relax, have full conversations, enjoy the dance show. The show was great, too. Good dancing, lots of humour and fun. It was nice to see that again after years of being out of the loop.
We stayed up late (1:30!), later than I think I've stayed up in two and a half years. Knowing that I'd be able to sleep in tomorrow was heaven. I even read a little of my book before passing out. Ahh...
The drive up was beautiful. I saw four bald eagles!!, two of them really low over my car. I should've pulled off on the shoulder. Fortunately, the road was pretty empty at that point. Four great blue herons, several hawks, rivers, rain, mountains. It was really great.
I also made a little stop in Kalama, WA, a town with 12 antique stores. I only hit up a few of them and one secondhand kids store, but that was enough to find a few treasures and be on my way.
Once in Seattle, Kristen and I caught up and got ready for the opening night of her show, Music You Shouldn't Choreograph To. I was on concession duty. It was great. I got to hang out, relax, have full conversations, enjoy the dance show. The show was great, too. Good dancing, lots of humour and fun. It was nice to see that again after years of being out of the loop.
We stayed up late (1:30!), later than I think I've stayed up in two and a half years. Knowing that I'd be able to sleep in tomorrow was heaven. I even read a little of my book before passing out. Ahh...
Friday, May 20, 2011
Day 236: This is Why I Save Things
May 20, 2011
I've been having a hard time this week. Been feeling extra crabby, less optimistic than my usual self. It's a combination of things, naturally: lack of sleep, a week of Fraser working long days, getting over a cold. I can feel them taking their toll, blocking my usual feelings of joy and idealism.
I've been asking myself a lot of questions these days, as I like to do. Questions about life. Questions like, is this it? Is this really what I came into this world to learn and do? I don't mean being an at home mom, I don't second guess that decision. But constantly driving around town for activities, trying to avoid outings that involve buying more crap (can we say Target?), feeling like a single parent much of the time because my husband and partner is doing something all day, most days, in order to make money that we don't even have time to spend on doing anything together? Is this it? Really? Because I m pretty damn sure I did NOT come into this life to do this.
It's times like this that I know why I save letters and pictures and quotes and other such memorabilia. When I need a little reminder of who I am, why I'm important, what life is about, how it feels to be connected to my own soul, I look through my boxes. I have received so many fantastic letters from so many amazing people all over the world. I have been honoured to make many great friends in my life. I read their words in their old letters, and it's like we are together again. My heart is reminded of all the love I have coming to me. My memory is reunited with scenes that make me smile and laugh. My soul is bolstered and again, I can hear its song, its familiar vibrations deep within me. And I know I'm okay. Maybe not yet where I want to be, but I know I will get there, that I DO have what it takes to get there.
So, thank you. Thank you to anyone who has ever sent me a letter, a card, a picture. Thank you to anyone who has shared experiences with me that have made us laugh, cry, shout, hug. Thank you to anyone who has ever seen my heart better than I have and told me so. Thank you to anyone who has ever (and hopefully still does) love me. You all are in my energy every day in all the ways I go about things, in the decisions I make, in the person I am at this point. I am so very grateful to each one of you for helping me be who I am and for supporting me in who I have always been. One person does make a difference. Every one of you has, and I am so very glad for that.
Namaste: I honor the place in you in which the entire universe dwells. I honor the place in you which is love, truth, light and peace. When you are in that place in you and I am in that place in me, we are one.
I've been having a hard time this week. Been feeling extra crabby, less optimistic than my usual self. It's a combination of things, naturally: lack of sleep, a week of Fraser working long days, getting over a cold. I can feel them taking their toll, blocking my usual feelings of joy and idealism.
I've been asking myself a lot of questions these days, as I like to do. Questions about life. Questions like, is this it? Is this really what I came into this world to learn and do? I don't mean being an at home mom, I don't second guess that decision. But constantly driving around town for activities, trying to avoid outings that involve buying more crap (can we say Target?), feeling like a single parent much of the time because my husband and partner is doing something all day, most days, in order to make money that we don't even have time to spend on doing anything together? Is this it? Really? Because I m pretty damn sure I did NOT come into this life to do this.
It's times like this that I know why I save letters and pictures and quotes and other such memorabilia. When I need a little reminder of who I am, why I'm important, what life is about, how it feels to be connected to my own soul, I look through my boxes. I have received so many fantastic letters from so many amazing people all over the world. I have been honoured to make many great friends in my life. I read their words in their old letters, and it's like we are together again. My heart is reminded of all the love I have coming to me. My memory is reunited with scenes that make me smile and laugh. My soul is bolstered and again, I can hear its song, its familiar vibrations deep within me. And I know I'm okay. Maybe not yet where I want to be, but I know I will get there, that I DO have what it takes to get there.
So, thank you. Thank you to anyone who has ever sent me a letter, a card, a picture. Thank you to anyone who has shared experiences with me that have made us laugh, cry, shout, hug. Thank you to anyone who has ever seen my heart better than I have and told me so. Thank you to anyone who has ever (and hopefully still does) love me. You all are in my energy every day in all the ways I go about things, in the decisions I make, in the person I am at this point. I am so very grateful to each one of you for helping me be who I am and for supporting me in who I have always been. One person does make a difference. Every one of you has, and I am so very glad for that.
Namaste: I honor the place in you in which the entire universe dwells. I honor the place in you which is love, truth, light and peace. When you are in that place in you and I am in that place in me, we are one.
Thursday, May 19, 2011
Day 235
May 19, 2011
Jacob and I had a nice morning. We went to an eye appointment for me. After the appointment, Jacob wanted to put a puzzle together. It was one we'd worked on before. I was glad to have time this am to just sit and do that with him for five minutes before going to the grocery store. It's really easy to get swept up in what we "have" to do (and sometimes we do) but it's nice to be aware of the times when we don't.
Then we actually biked to the gym! It was another beautiful day and the gym is so close it seems totally wasteful and silly to drive. So, I found a bike lock and a key (pretty amazing, actually) and we headed out. It was great.
He had a super long nap today - 3 1/2 hours. This allowed me to organize our tools in the garage as well as have some time to read. Nice.
And I gave Jacob a serious hair trim tonight. I do love his hair so much with all the curls. And, after yet another girl comment the other day at the zoo and with it looking so shaggy so quickly when I give him teeny trims, I decided to get a bit more drastic. "Don't cut Gacob's curlies," he said. I didn't cut it that short. We'll see how it looks tomorrow after tonight's hairwashing and non-combing routine. And, I must remind myself, it will grow back.
Jacob and I had a nice morning. We went to an eye appointment for me. After the appointment, Jacob wanted to put a puzzle together. It was one we'd worked on before. I was glad to have time this am to just sit and do that with him for five minutes before going to the grocery store. It's really easy to get swept up in what we "have" to do (and sometimes we do) but it's nice to be aware of the times when we don't.
Then we actually biked to the gym! It was another beautiful day and the gym is so close it seems totally wasteful and silly to drive. So, I found a bike lock and a key (pretty amazing, actually) and we headed out. It was great.
He had a super long nap today - 3 1/2 hours. This allowed me to organize our tools in the garage as well as have some time to read. Nice.
And I gave Jacob a serious hair trim tonight. I do love his hair so much with all the curls. And, after yet another girl comment the other day at the zoo and with it looking so shaggy so quickly when I give him teeny trims, I decided to get a bit more drastic. "Don't cut Gacob's curlies," he said. I didn't cut it that short. We'll see how it looks tomorrow after tonight's hairwashing and non-combing routine. And, I must remind myself, it will grow back.
Wednesday, May 18, 2011
Day 234
May 18, 2011
Went to the zoo this morning and met up with Brandin and Danna. That was nice to get out of the house and do something fun with other people. It can be a little hectic trying to stay together but today worked out well. It was a gorgeous day which was so uplifting. It was also school field trip day which meant that tons of school kids were at the zoo (note to self: do not come on this day ever again). It did not make me any more excited for those years in my future.
We had a picnic lunch on the grass. Some of the big kids were doing gymnastics. One boy would do a cartwheel and land in the splits. Jacob was trying to copy him, which was hilarious. Then he moved on to work on his front rolls which are really quite good. He goes right over the top most times.
Practiced some guitar during naptime. Played outside after nap. Jacob was having a wonderful time playing frisbee and throwing balls around. I just love that kid so much and watching him play and laugh is so fun. That's one of the best rewards of this job. That and when he hugs me or tells me "Gacob love Mommy." Wonderful.
Fraser came home early today - 6 o'clock! It gave me a chance to go to the gym which was fantastic. Nothing turns around a low mood better than a brisk workout. I felt like a new woman after that. Thank you, endorphins!
Went to the zoo this morning and met up with Brandin and Danna. That was nice to get out of the house and do something fun with other people. It can be a little hectic trying to stay together but today worked out well. It was a gorgeous day which was so uplifting. It was also school field trip day which meant that tons of school kids were at the zoo (note to self: do not come on this day ever again). It did not make me any more excited for those years in my future.
We had a picnic lunch on the grass. Some of the big kids were doing gymnastics. One boy would do a cartwheel and land in the splits. Jacob was trying to copy him, which was hilarious. Then he moved on to work on his front rolls which are really quite good. He goes right over the top most times.
Practiced some guitar during naptime. Played outside after nap. Jacob was having a wonderful time playing frisbee and throwing balls around. I just love that kid so much and watching him play and laugh is so fun. That's one of the best rewards of this job. That and when he hugs me or tells me "Gacob love Mommy." Wonderful.
Fraser came home early today - 6 o'clock! It gave me a chance to go to the gym which was fantastic. Nothing turns around a low mood better than a brisk workout. I felt like a new woman after that. Thank you, endorphins!
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
Day 233
May 17, 2011
Jacobisms:
He puts his hands out to the side and up in the air as he's asking, "Where our paintbrushes?"
We were talking about the sun going down at one point.
"Sun goes down, den stars come out. Stars light up the sky. Like at Grammy and Grampa's house."
"That's right," I said. "Grammy and Grampa live out in the country so you can see lots of stars out there. And you got to see them when we were there. Remember the night we went sledding on the Pabst Smear and then you had a bath."
"Sponge bath," he said.
"Yep, a sponge bath. Then you got to go outside and see some stars coming out."
"Big Dip and Little Dip."
"The Big Dipper?"
"Uh-huh."
"Yea, there's the Big Dipper and the Little Dipper."
At the park today, he's picking up rocks.
"Gacob love rocks. Gacob have a collection."
I love it when that kid comes out with the words that seem too big for a two and a half year old. It just goes to show that you should use whatever language you want and kids will get the meaning of it through its context. They are brilliant little beings, their brains just taking everything in. The good, the bad and the ugly.
Went to the library this morning ("Gacob love going to library"). Biked to the park this afternoon - the day turned out nicer than "they" had predicted which was a pleasant surprise. Late day for Fraser. At least having daylight so late in the evenings makes it feel better for me.
Jacobisms:
He puts his hands out to the side and up in the air as he's asking, "Where our paintbrushes?"
We were talking about the sun going down at one point.
"Sun goes down, den stars come out. Stars light up the sky. Like at Grammy and Grampa's house."
"That's right," I said. "Grammy and Grampa live out in the country so you can see lots of stars out there. And you got to see them when we were there. Remember the night we went sledding on the Pabst Smear and then you had a bath."
"Sponge bath," he said.
"Yep, a sponge bath. Then you got to go outside and see some stars coming out."
"Big Dip and Little Dip."
"The Big Dipper?"
"Uh-huh."
"Yea, there's the Big Dipper and the Little Dipper."
At the park today, he's picking up rocks.
"Gacob love rocks. Gacob have a collection."
I love it when that kid comes out with the words that seem too big for a two and a half year old. It just goes to show that you should use whatever language you want and kids will get the meaning of it through its context. They are brilliant little beings, their brains just taking everything in. The good, the bad and the ugly.
Went to the library this morning ("Gacob love going to library"). Biked to the park this afternoon - the day turned out nicer than "they" had predicted which was a pleasant surprise. Late day for Fraser. At least having daylight so late in the evenings makes it feel better for me.
Day 232
May 16, 2011
Played outside in the feeble, but still present, sunshine. We met another neighbour, Rose, a Korean woman who always waves to us and smiles so nicely when she and her husband drive up to their house across from ours. We chatted about the weather and things. It was nice. She was very sweet.
Had a whole home day today. I'm attempting to lessen my days of driving. It seems like every day we go somewhere. That is becoming very expensive not to mention the regular hazards of adding more carbon to the atmosphere. So, we putzed about here doing things. It was nice.
Jacobisms:
"Orange J" for orange juice
We were picking up blocks and putting them away and I was singing "Pickin' up the blocks and puttin' em in the basket" to the tune of Pickin' Up the Paw Paws. I get to the last line and I pause. Jacob fills it in with "won't you be my darlin'".
I said, "Let's put some music on. Some fun, relaxing music."
Jacob said, "Like some bluegrass."
Played outside in the feeble, but still present, sunshine. We met another neighbour, Rose, a Korean woman who always waves to us and smiles so nicely when she and her husband drive up to their house across from ours. We chatted about the weather and things. It was nice. She was very sweet.
Had a whole home day today. I'm attempting to lessen my days of driving. It seems like every day we go somewhere. That is becoming very expensive not to mention the regular hazards of adding more carbon to the atmosphere. So, we putzed about here doing things. It was nice.
Jacobisms:
"Orange J" for orange juice
We were picking up blocks and putting them away and I was singing "Pickin' up the blocks and puttin' em in the basket" to the tune of Pickin' Up the Paw Paws. I get to the last line and I pause. Jacob fills it in with "won't you be my darlin'".
I said, "Let's put some music on. Some fun, relaxing music."
Jacob said, "Like some bluegrass."
Sunday, May 15, 2011
Day 231
May 15, 2011
Let's see.... I got to work on my sewing project. Got the whole top part together. I don't actually have fabric for the bottom yet so, it'll be on pause for a bit.
Ate a lot of smoked fish.... mmm..... delicious. We smoked some trout, mackeral and salmon yesterday. Jacob had half the trout last night and some corn on the cob. He had more corn on the cob tonight.
We talked to Uncle Jeff and Aunt Nicole on Skype for the first time today. We got to see little Charlie. WHAT a cutie! Very adorable. Jacob thought he was fascinating: eating his own hands like Charlie was doing, asking "Where did dat boy go?" when the camera panned away from him. It was sweet. It'll be nice to see those guys more often now that they have Skype too.
I also started practicing my G chord and C chord. And yes, my fingers are tingling :)
Let's see.... I got to work on my sewing project. Got the whole top part together. I don't actually have fabric for the bottom yet so, it'll be on pause for a bit.
Ate a lot of smoked fish.... mmm..... delicious. We smoked some trout, mackeral and salmon yesterday. Jacob had half the trout last night and some corn on the cob. He had more corn on the cob tonight.
We talked to Uncle Jeff and Aunt Nicole on Skype for the first time today. We got to see little Charlie. WHAT a cutie! Very adorable. Jacob thought he was fascinating: eating his own hands like Charlie was doing, asking "Where did dat boy go?" when the camera panned away from him. It was sweet. It'll be nice to see those guys more often now that they have Skype too.
I also started practicing my G chord and C chord. And yes, my fingers are tingling :)
Day 230
May 14, 2011
I had wanted to get out of the house today but Jacob wanted none of it. So... as usual with kids, I had to rearrange my plans for the day. Instead, I decided to start making a picnic blanket. I'm using old sheets from my parents'. One could say "vintage". It's a fun and easy project and makes me think of my mom, and that makes me smile.
Fraser took the boy out on some errands. When they came back, Jacob had something for me - a belated birthday present. It was a beginning guitar book. The funny thing is just two days ago I almost mentioned to Fraser that I wanted to start looking at second hand stores for a guitar. I've just been feeling like wanting to have more music in our lives. A long time ago, I asked my dad for his beautiful, 12 string Martin but he wouldn't part with it, telling me that he was going to finally learn to play it. Well, that was about 8 years ago and that guitar hasn't been touched. A moment later, Fraser comes around the corner with an actual guitar for me! I couldn't believe my eyes!
Fraser said that I had mentioned something to him at some point in the not-too-distant past. Sometimes he surprises me with the things he pays attention to. This is a very good gift. I can't wait to trim my nails and get the calluses started!
Another present came in the mail too! I guess with the celebration of my birthday and Mother's Day in one weekend, it's nice to stretch the celebrating out. This gift was the newest Harry Potter. Oooh... I can't wait to watch it!
Jacob tonight while drinking some milk from the fridge: "Dis milk tastes like..... juice. Weird."
Friday, May 13, 2011
Day 229: Eagles, Bald
May 13, 2011
Friday, Friday, Friday! Even though this week has felt short in most ways, I'm glad it's almost over. Hopefully the weather will be nicer this weekend for some outdoor adventures.
Jacob and I went to the museum this morning ("Gacob LOVE going to musee-mums") to play and to go to a little class I signed us up for. It's just a little 45 minute class called Science Tots. The museum was totally insane today - lots of school groups. A madhouse. I had to lay the smack down about taking turns to this one girl, probably about 8, giving Jacob the frowny face when we wanted to play with one of the toys. The way I also heard her talk to another classmate makes me feel like she was having a really bad day or she's kind of a queen "B". I know I can't protect him from all mean people, and I know equally that part of life is learning to deal with these people while understanding they don't make you who you are. And man, sometimes I just want to slap a kid.
A beautiful, sunny day! Windows open, fresh spring air coming in. Jacob and I actually had a little picnic outside the museum before we came home. It just lifts the spirits so much to eat outdoors. The food tastes better, the sun makes you feel like anything is possible, visions of picnic blankets laid out for lounging just fills the mind. Maybe summer will be everything everyone says it is out here; they all say it makes up for the rest of the year. Today, I'm feeling like that could possibly be true.
Oh my god! I just looked out back for some reason and up above the open space, directly behind us, were two BALD EAGLES soaring around!! I dashed inside to get the camera, pulling off my new puffer (a flash diffuser) and cursing about not having the telephoto lens on the camera. I snapped off several pictures the best I could. Then, one of the eagles starts a dive toward the ground. I'm about to have a birding orgasm right now, especially if he catches somethin. I can't even get a focus on him before he levels out. He's really close now. I snap several more shots - I'll worry about how they look later. Just get tons of photos while you can (the miracle of digital photography!). When I think it's safe enough to take a break, I race inside and grab the camera bag with the telephoto lens. I'm screwing and unscrewing lenses, thinking, I have GOT to get better at this transition. I did get a few shots with the telephoto but by this point, the eagles are farther off anyway. Whoa. That was awesome.
We got to play in the sunshine after naptime. I was planning on going to the park but my partner did not agree. So, we hung out in our front yard and the neighbours came over for a little happy hour beer. That was much better. Jacob just loves playing with Liam and Riley (the older kids) while he and Charlie just feel frustrated with each other. Jacob did end up with a pretty bad skinned knee. The kid barely cried. Then, when he fell on it AGAIN, he lifts up his knees, sucks his breath in through his teeth, and says, "Ow. Ow. Ow. Owie." No crying. Just coming to me for a little kiss and hug. No band aid for this one. I think he just has a high pain tolerance. Not much bothers him.
It was nice to watch the kids play while having some grown up time. It's great to have some folks to hang out with. Just chill, have a beer, shoot the sh*t. You know, neighbourly things.
Jacob and I went to the museum this morning ("Gacob LOVE going to musee-mums") to play and to go to a little class I signed us up for. It's just a little 45 minute class called Science Tots. The museum was totally insane today - lots of school groups. A madhouse. I had to lay the smack down about taking turns to this one girl, probably about 8, giving Jacob the frowny face when we wanted to play with one of the toys. The way I also heard her talk to another classmate makes me feel like she was having a really bad day or she's kind of a queen "B". I know I can't protect him from all mean people, and I know equally that part of life is learning to deal with these people while understanding they don't make you who you are. And man, sometimes I just want to slap a kid.
A beautiful, sunny day! Windows open, fresh spring air coming in. Jacob and I actually had a little picnic outside the museum before we came home. It just lifts the spirits so much to eat outdoors. The food tastes better, the sun makes you feel like anything is possible, visions of picnic blankets laid out for lounging just fills the mind. Maybe summer will be everything everyone says it is out here; they all say it makes up for the rest of the year. Today, I'm feeling like that could possibly be true.
We got to play in the sunshine after naptime. I was planning on going to the park but my partner did not agree. So, we hung out in our front yard and the neighbours came over for a little happy hour beer. That was much better. Jacob just loves playing with Liam and Riley (the older kids) while he and Charlie just feel frustrated with each other. Jacob did end up with a pretty bad skinned knee. The kid barely cried. Then, when he fell on it AGAIN, he lifts up his knees, sucks his breath in through his teeth, and says, "Ow. Ow. Ow. Owie." No crying. Just coming to me for a little kiss and hug. No band aid for this one. I think he just has a high pain tolerance. Not much bothers him.
It was nice to watch the kids play while having some grown up time. It's great to have some folks to hang out with. Just chill, have a beer, shoot the sh*t. You know, neighbourly things.
Day 228
May 12, 2011
Is it bad when you come downstairs in the morning while the heat's on and it smells like crayons? Hmm.... Thank you, Jacob, for that lovely air freshener.
Oh, cooking... the challenge is, it happens all the time, doesn't stop, and is always needed. Sigh. Sometimes, I just want to stop cooking entirely, not think about it again, buy everything from a store. The whole process gets to feeling like a chore. Other times, it feels more like a craft, something I'm practicing, experimenting with, learning about. That's when it's fun. Then and when the food comes out tasting really delicious. The times when the food comes out so-so can be downright discouraging. It's all about practice, though, and boy, am I getting enough of that these days.
I've been reading a book by Mark Bittman called Food Matters . He talks about Americans' eating habits as their related to health, the environment, money. His premise pretty much is eat more vegetables and fruits, more whole grains, less meat, little crap. Okay. I like that, in theory. I did try two of his recipes: an asparagus, sun-dried tomato and edamame stir fry and a meat and grain meatloaf. The first recipe is good. The second leaves something to be desired, maybe just more seasoning. I couldn't even pull the wool over Jacob's eyes.
"Mommy get Gacob a loaf of meat," he says.
"Yea, sweetie, it's this on your plate," I say, pointing to the pile of meatloaf that, to be fair, looks a little interesting with turkey, bulgar and spinach mixed together. "It's turkey meat."
"Gacob have plain turkey meat," he says.
Sigh.
"Alright, I'll get you some meatballs."
We played outside in the sunshine this afternoon. Jacob was "following Shilo kitty through the bushes." Yes, through the bushes. All of them that he could. I told him to be careful not to scratch his eyes. The grown up in me sighs, but the kid in me can't be upset with his inquisitiveness and the delight he gets from tromping through bushes much bigger than himself. I remember those days from my childhood (only vaguely sometimes). Sometimes I wish I could let go of my practical adult notions and join him. Other times I just like to watch and gather my pleasure from his laughter and joy.
The boy went to bed at 8:30 tonight but did not go to sleep till almost 10!! Besides the fact that I cannot understand that, it is absolutely adorable to listen to him up there. He'll play his music machine on his bed (best $1.99 Goodwill purchase ever!), sing parts of songs, talk to himself, go over things from the day, talk in gibberish. It's really hilarious to listen to. So, at least he's not screaming, coming out of his room or still up racing around. He's going through his own processing, whatever that needs to be on different days.
Is it bad when you come downstairs in the morning while the heat's on and it smells like crayons? Hmm.... Thank you, Jacob, for that lovely air freshener.
Oh, cooking... the challenge is, it happens all the time, doesn't stop, and is always needed. Sigh. Sometimes, I just want to stop cooking entirely, not think about it again, buy everything from a store. The whole process gets to feeling like a chore. Other times, it feels more like a craft, something I'm practicing, experimenting with, learning about. That's when it's fun. Then and when the food comes out tasting really delicious. The times when the food comes out so-so can be downright discouraging. It's all about practice, though, and boy, am I getting enough of that these days.
I've been reading a book by Mark Bittman called Food Matters . He talks about Americans' eating habits as their related to health, the environment, money. His premise pretty much is eat more vegetables and fruits, more whole grains, less meat, little crap. Okay. I like that, in theory. I did try two of his recipes: an asparagus, sun-dried tomato and edamame stir fry and a meat and grain meatloaf. The first recipe is good. The second leaves something to be desired, maybe just more seasoning. I couldn't even pull the wool over Jacob's eyes.
"Mommy get Gacob a loaf of meat," he says.
"Yea, sweetie, it's this on your plate," I say, pointing to the pile of meatloaf that, to be fair, looks a little interesting with turkey, bulgar and spinach mixed together. "It's turkey meat."
"Gacob have plain turkey meat," he says.
Sigh.
"Alright, I'll get you some meatballs."
We played outside in the sunshine this afternoon. Jacob was "following Shilo kitty through the bushes." Yes, through the bushes. All of them that he could. I told him to be careful not to scratch his eyes. The grown up in me sighs, but the kid in me can't be upset with his inquisitiveness and the delight he gets from tromping through bushes much bigger than himself. I remember those days from my childhood (only vaguely sometimes). Sometimes I wish I could let go of my practical adult notions and join him. Other times I just like to watch and gather my pleasure from his laughter and joy.
The boy went to bed at 8:30 tonight but did not go to sleep till almost 10!! Besides the fact that I cannot understand that, it is absolutely adorable to listen to him up there. He'll play his music machine on his bed (best $1.99 Goodwill purchase ever!), sing parts of songs, talk to himself, go over things from the day, talk in gibberish. It's really hilarious to listen to. So, at least he's not screaming, coming out of his room or still up racing around. He's going through his own processing, whatever that needs to be on different days.
Day 227
May 11, 2011
This morning, I can't even remember what we were talking about, Jacob says, "Dat's weird".
We met up with some of our Mamas' Group friends at for a Ladybug Theatre show. Very simple show involving a funny king (who Jacob is still talking about). Then we headed to the park for some lunch. We were in the Sellwood area which is also very cute and funky. Lots of antique stores that I would love to walk through some day.
The Sellwood park was right on the river which thrilled Jacob (and all the kids really). He got to throw stones in the water (almost) to his heart's content. We fed some ducks some rice cakes; they seemed as enthused about rice cakes as I am. And we went for a short nature walk also. It was fun to see the kids interacting. Jacob and Moses (very Biblical, eh?) were running around together. Jacob was following after an older boy, just loving to be in the middle of all the fun. It was really cute to see.
Always nice to get to hang with some fun grownups. Even better when the kids are happy too.
This morning, I can't even remember what we were talking about, Jacob says, "Dat's weird".
We met up with some of our Mamas' Group friends at for a Ladybug Theatre show. Very simple show involving a funny king (who Jacob is still talking about). Then we headed to the park for some lunch. We were in the Sellwood area which is also very cute and funky. Lots of antique stores that I would love to walk through some day.
The Sellwood park was right on the river which thrilled Jacob (and all the kids really). He got to throw stones in the water (almost) to his heart's content. We fed some ducks some rice cakes; they seemed as enthused about rice cakes as I am. And we went for a short nature walk also. It was fun to see the kids interacting. Jacob and Moses (very Biblical, eh?) were running around together. Jacob was following after an older boy, just loving to be in the middle of all the fun. It was really cute to see.
Always nice to get to hang with some fun grownups. Even better when the kids are happy too.
Day 226
May 10, 2011
Apologies for not keeping up to date on my blog. I've been a little sick. Just a cold, but I've been taking it easy.
I can't remember much from Monday at this point, so we'll go on.
Apologies for not keeping up to date on my blog. I've been a little sick. Just a cold, but I've been taking it easy.
I can't remember much from Monday at this point, so we'll go on.
Monday, May 9, 2011
Day 225
May 9, 2011
Fraser and I both feeling under the weather this morning. I felt it coming on a bit last night; that lovely soreness in the back of my throat that means something is coming. Bummer. Definitely one of the times I really wish we lived near family. Alas.... we'll just have to have a quiet day.
I got the laundry going, changed out Jacob's sheets... it's one of those things where I feel like I have to keep moving or I'll just want to lay down and sleep. At one point, though, Jacob and I did cuddle in my bed and read books for a bit. That was very nice. Went to the library too for distraction.
Long naps for both of us today. Sometimes I feel frustrated when I'm not doing anything "productive" while I don't feel good. Or that I'm not being more active with Jacob. At the same time, there's nothing to be done about it. That voice giving me grief is just my nagging lizard who's always giving me grief. My saner voice tells me to (and my lizard brain) to let it go and get better. Much better advice.
Fraser came home early today, around 4:30, which was also a nice surprise. And I'm catching up on my writing. Early to bed tonight, too. Get that body better quickly.
Fraser and I both feeling under the weather this morning. I felt it coming on a bit last night; that lovely soreness in the back of my throat that means something is coming. Bummer. Definitely one of the times I really wish we lived near family. Alas.... we'll just have to have a quiet day.
Long naps for both of us today. Sometimes I feel frustrated when I'm not doing anything "productive" while I don't feel good. Or that I'm not being more active with Jacob. At the same time, there's nothing to be done about it. That voice giving me grief is just my nagging lizard who's always giving me grief. My saner voice tells me to (and my lizard brain) to let it go and get better. Much better advice.
Fraser came home early today, around 4:30, which was also a nice surprise. And I'm catching up on my writing. Early to bed tonight, too. Get that body better quickly.
Day 224: Mother's Day
May 8, 2011
Another special day for me. Unreal. I actually did sleep this morning when the boys got up. I slept till 10 o'clock! That's unreal.
It was quite rainy today. That combined with the fact that I slept in so late had us staying at home for the day. Well, the boys ventured out to the park. It was sunny when they left but at one point, it just started pouring on them. They came back a bit soaked.
They gave me a nice framed picture of me and Jacob and some beautiful tulips that Jacob picked out. We had a little picnic in the living room and a cozy fire. Relaxing and full of love - perfect.
Jacobisms:
"Um... nope."
"Gacob say it alright" - he means that he's said it already
"spani kokina" for spanikopita (which he likes!)
"Wushed up, Shilo kitty?" - he's asking what's up to Shilo as she comes into the bathroom during bath time
He was playing with a super ball that Fraser hid at one point. Jacob asked where it was, and Fraser told him it disappeared. Jacob put his hands up to his ears to see if it was there! Fraser "finds" things in his ears a lot....
Another special day for me. Unreal. I actually did sleep this morning when the boys got up. I slept till 10 o'clock! That's unreal.
It was quite rainy today. That combined with the fact that I slept in so late had us staying at home for the day. Well, the boys ventured out to the park. It was sunny when they left but at one point, it just started pouring on them. They came back a bit soaked.
Jacobisms:
"Um... nope."
"Gacob say it alright" - he means that he's said it already
"spani kokina" for spanikopita (which he likes!)
"Wushed up, Shilo kitty?" - he's asking what's up to Shilo as she comes into the bathroom during bath time
He was playing with a super ball that Fraser hid at one point. Jacob asked where it was, and Fraser told him it disappeared. Jacob put his hands up to his ears to see if it was there! Fraser "finds" things in his ears a lot....
Day 223
May 7, 2011
My birthday today!! I got to sleep in however, I used the time to read instead. Lovely.
We also went downtown for Fraser and Jacob to do a little birthday/Mother's Day shopping. Made it over to the Saturday Market and had some food. Intermittent sun and showers. The spring showers come upon you like nobody's business. One moment it's sunny and literally the next, you're getting dumped on with these huge drops of rain, sometimes wind. Crazy.
The outing wore us all out, though, we all took naps :)
Fraser cooked the most delicious cherry glazed lamb chops for dinner with mashed potatoes and green beans. So yummy! And he got me some chocolate specialty cupcakes too. Mmmm....
It was a nice, relaxing day. I got many lovely messages and calls from my friends. I felt very special and loved which is what birthdays are about. That and being alive, of course, and I'm certainly glad for that.
My birthday today!! I got to sleep in however, I used the time to read instead. Lovely.
We also went downtown for Fraser and Jacob to do a little birthday/Mother's Day shopping. Made it over to the Saturday Market and had some food. Intermittent sun and showers. The spring showers come upon you like nobody's business. One moment it's sunny and literally the next, you're getting dumped on with these huge drops of rain, sometimes wind. Crazy.
The outing wore us all out, though, we all took naps :)
Fraser cooked the most delicious cherry glazed lamb chops for dinner with mashed potatoes and green beans. So yummy! And he got me some chocolate specialty cupcakes too. Mmmm....
It was a nice, relaxing day. I got many lovely messages and calls from my friends. I felt very special and loved which is what birthdays are about. That and being alive, of course, and I'm certainly glad for that.
Day 222
May 6, 2011
I had the most lovely surprise this morning. Someone knocked on my door around 8:30, and it was a lady with an edible arrangement for me! A special birthday treat from my family. Jacob kept saying, "Special treat. Special treat. Mommy's birthday coming now." Pineapples, grapes, strawberries (some, chocolate dipped - I've been eating those first). It made me feel very special. And it's so tasty!
Skyped with Nick and Amy later in the day. Jacob wanted to play out in the rain, so I put on his new frog raincoat and his frog rain boots. He was happy as a..... frog out there. Thankfully, because it's been raining a lot this spring.
This evening I went over to Karen's house to watch a movie and hang out. It took until now for it to occur to me that this is an option - and a great one! Having a neighbour really close makes it so convenient to just go over and hang out once the kids are in bed. How fun!
I had the most lovely surprise this morning. Someone knocked on my door around 8:30, and it was a lady with an edible arrangement for me! A special birthday treat from my family. Jacob kept saying, "Special treat. Special treat. Mommy's birthday coming now." Pineapples, grapes, strawberries (some, chocolate dipped - I've been eating those first). It made me feel very special. And it's so tasty!
Skyped with Nick and Amy later in the day. Jacob wanted to play out in the rain, so I put on his new frog raincoat and his frog rain boots. He was happy as a..... frog out there. Thankfully, because it's been raining a lot this spring. This evening I went over to Karen's house to watch a movie and hang out. It took until now for it to occur to me that this is an option - and a great one! Having a neighbour really close makes it so convenient to just go over and hang out once the kids are in bed. How fun!
Friday, May 6, 2011
Day 221
May 5, 2011
Well, turns out Jacob has the pink eye. I remember having that as a child. Not fun. He seems to be in fairly good spirits even with it, though, which is good. We're just laying low, working on craft projects and whatnot.
Made some delicious homemade chicken soup today. Recipe from my mom. Always makes me happy to make it.
I love it when Jacob uses pronouns, mostly because he so rarely does. Tonight in the bath: "Where dat squirty thing? Oh, dere it is." Just funny and cute to hear him talking in such a real way.
Well, turns out Jacob has the pink eye. I remember having that as a child. Not fun. He seems to be in fairly good spirits even with it, though, which is good. We're just laying low, working on craft projects and whatnot.
Made some delicious homemade chicken soup today. Recipe from my mom. Always makes me happy to make it.
I love it when Jacob uses pronouns, mostly because he so rarely does. Tonight in the bath: "Where dat squirty thing? Oh, dere it is." Just funny and cute to hear him talking in such a real way.
Wednesday, May 4, 2011
Day 220: Good day, sunshine!
May 4, 2011
A gorgeous, warm day today! Jacob and I went on a nature hike at Jackson Bottom Wetland Preserve. There are so many places to explore out here, and now that the weather is getting nice, I can't wait to see some more of it. The only drawback is that we have to drive to these places.
One of the first things we saw as we started down the trail was a bald eagle soaring overhead. Awesome. Pretty close. I ran to follow it with my binoculars while Jacob was calling for me to follow him down the trail. I tried explaining how cool it was to see one but he was in his own thoughts. We also saw lots of tree swallows and a yellow rumped warbler.There are lots of bird sightings here, with all the water especially.
Jacob had a great time throwing things in the Tualtin River, though. Mud, rocks, sticks, woodchips, dandelions. Pretty much anything we could find. There was a cool spot with lots of half dried mud with some animal tracks in it: raccoon, deer, squirrel, duck.
There was a little nature center there too. It talked about how this area is used to filter the wastewater before it heads back to the river all the while creating a nice habitat for lots of animals.
This afternoon I had the chance to listen to Democrary Now. This is the 50th anniversary of the freedom riders, a group of white and black students who rode buses from Washington D.C. to Montgomery, Alabama. The documentary Freedom Riders will air on PBS on May 16th. Very interesting and sad story but also powerful. It is amazing to me that this was going on only 50 years ago. Of course, being from the north, it was different in my local history. But that people really viewed other PEOPLE this way, segregating in almost all aspects of life, is just unbelievable to me. And yet, it happened.
I wonder what it is about the human race that gets so hung up on differences. Whether it's gender, ethnicity, sexual orientation it all seems to boil down to judging others because they aren't like us. Does that assume that "we" (whoever that might be in whichever argument) are the only right ones? Does it assume to know better than evolution which creates things differently in order to better a species, not produce a monoculture? Does it just assume that we fear what we don't know?
Either way, I hope it's something the human race can improve on. We have made huge strides in certain areas but there are others that are still lacking. I think God must be a sociologist and is, no doubt, highly "amazed" by some of our more juvenile flounderings.
Jacob had a great time throwing things in the Tualtin River, though. Mud, rocks, sticks, woodchips, dandelions. Pretty much anything we could find. There was a cool spot with lots of half dried mud with some animal tracks in it: raccoon, deer, squirrel, duck.
This afternoon I had the chance to listen to Democrary Now. This is the 50th anniversary of the freedom riders, a group of white and black students who rode buses from Washington D.C. to Montgomery, Alabama. The documentary Freedom Riders will air on PBS on May 16th. Very interesting and sad story but also powerful. It is amazing to me that this was going on only 50 years ago. Of course, being from the north, it was different in my local history. But that people really viewed other PEOPLE this way, segregating in almost all aspects of life, is just unbelievable to me. And yet, it happened.
I wonder what it is about the human race that gets so hung up on differences. Whether it's gender, ethnicity, sexual orientation it all seems to boil down to judging others because they aren't like us. Does that assume that "we" (whoever that might be in whichever argument) are the only right ones? Does it assume to know better than evolution which creates things differently in order to better a species, not produce a monoculture? Does it just assume that we fear what we don't know?
Either way, I hope it's something the human race can improve on. We have made huge strides in certain areas but there are others that are still lacking. I think God must be a sociologist and is, no doubt, highly "amazed" by some of our more juvenile flounderings.
Day 219
May 3, 2011
Checked out a new secondhand store, today. Baby and Me. Because it occurred to me this weekend with the nice weather that Jacob doesn't have many shorts that will fit him this year. I found three nice pair, though, at this shop. I'd also like to try making a pair, maybe. It's not difficult, I just wonder what fabric I'll use. Hmm... I also found the most adorable frog rain jacket! It's a size 3T so it will hopefully fit him next year too. Can't go wrong with things like that :)
The other day when we were all outside, Jacob was running around half naked to air his sore little butt out (and because, really, who doesn't love to run around outside naked?). He had to go pee. He wanted to find a "peeing spot". I showed him a good bush, and he diligently went over and let it all out. A couple minutes later, he wanted to go again. He went back to the peeing spot and tried to go, then asked for me to come squeeze! Squeeze him? Squeeze myself? I squeezed him but alas, no more pee.
Dinner: chicken curry which he loved and beets which he loved: Gacob love chicken, Gacob love mushrooms, Gacob love peas, Gacob love beets." Sweet.
We went out to play in the sun for a bit after dinner. I was instilling in him the importance of never going in the street by himself and always looking for cars first. At one point, there's a UPS truck parked on the street a few houses down. It started up as I moved in the direction of the street. Jacob yells, "Mommy, don't go in the street!" I love it. I told him thank you very much for watching out for me.
Checked out a new secondhand store, today. Baby and Me. Because it occurred to me this weekend with the nice weather that Jacob doesn't have many shorts that will fit him this year. I found three nice pair, though, at this shop. I'd also like to try making a pair, maybe. It's not difficult, I just wonder what fabric I'll use. Hmm... I also found the most adorable frog rain jacket! It's a size 3T so it will hopefully fit him next year too. Can't go wrong with things like that :)
The other day when we were all outside, Jacob was running around half naked to air his sore little butt out (and because, really, who doesn't love to run around outside naked?). He had to go pee. He wanted to find a "peeing spot". I showed him a good bush, and he diligently went over and let it all out. A couple minutes later, he wanted to go again. He went back to the peeing spot and tried to go, then asked for me to come squeeze! Squeeze him? Squeeze myself? I squeezed him but alas, no more pee.
Dinner: chicken curry which he loved and beets which he loved: Gacob love chicken, Gacob love mushrooms, Gacob love peas, Gacob love beets." Sweet.
We went out to play in the sun for a bit after dinner. I was instilling in him the importance of never going in the street by himself and always looking for cars first. At one point, there's a UPS truck parked on the street a few houses down. It started up as I moved in the direction of the street. Jacob yells, "Mommy, don't go in the street!" I love it. I told him thank you very much for watching out for me.
Tuesday, May 3, 2011
Day 218
May 2, 2011
Jacobisms:
While shining a flashlight on me: "Light make Mommy look beautiful."
Talking about some Italian soda he got to try for our family gathering party: "Fizzy drink makes mouth slip away."
Is it bad when you come downstairs to find your child dropping crayons down your heating register? Yeah, I thought so, too. That's how Monday began. Followed by a trip to the grocery store where I discovered, at the checkout lane, that I'd forgotten my wallet. Better start laughing cause the other alternative just raises the blood pressure.
Overall, actually, it was a nice morning. Got some laundry done and played at the park today, too. I'll take it, I reckon.
Jacobisms:
While shining a flashlight on me: "Light make Mommy look beautiful."
Talking about some Italian soda he got to try for our family gathering party: "Fizzy drink makes mouth slip away."
Is it bad when you come downstairs to find your child dropping crayons down your heating register? Yeah, I thought so, too. That's how Monday began. Followed by a trip to the grocery store where I discovered, at the checkout lane, that I'd forgotten my wallet. Better start laughing cause the other alternative just raises the blood pressure.
Overall, actually, it was a nice morning. Got some laundry done and played at the park today, too. I'll take it, I reckon.
Day 217
May 1, 2011
May Day. A day with history I only recently became aware of. It began as a labour issue; people coming together to get the 8 hour work day in place and end child labour. It's recognized around the world in this way. Labour is still such an important aspect of our society that continues to be hammered away at. Yes, unions get a bad rap at times but there is a lot to be said for being able to stand together on issues in order to be treated better. Collective bargaining is something no government should be able to take away, in my opinion. Capitalism is sure not going to look out for workers' rights. Neither is the not-so-free free market we have in place.
Sigh... before I get too political, I'll switch to a different topic. The weather. It is just gorgeous today. I'm going to go get the boy from his nap and head outside!
We took a nice family adventure into the open space behind our house this afternoon. Tromping through the bushes, avoiding the swampy cattails, coming eventually (after navigating some blackberry brambles) to the little creek that runs through the space. We had fun throwing grasses in and watching the current pull them away. The boys got ambitious and walked up to the big, cement drainage pipe and worked on their echo skills. Hilarious.
Back at the house we spread out the picnic blanket and had some beers and hot dogs, enjoying a warm, sunny Sunday afternoon.
May Day. A day with history I only recently became aware of. It began as a labour issue; people coming together to get the 8 hour work day in place and end child labour. It's recognized around the world in this way. Labour is still such an important aspect of our society that continues to be hammered away at. Yes, unions get a bad rap at times but there is a lot to be said for being able to stand together on issues in order to be treated better. Collective bargaining is something no government should be able to take away, in my opinion. Capitalism is sure not going to look out for workers' rights. Neither is the not-so-free free market we have in place.
Sigh... before I get too political, I'll switch to a different topic. The weather. It is just gorgeous today. I'm going to go get the boy from his nap and head outside!
We took a nice family adventure into the open space behind our house this afternoon. Tromping through the bushes, avoiding the swampy cattails, coming eventually (after navigating some blackberry brambles) to the little creek that runs through the space. We had fun throwing grasses in and watching the current pull them away. The boys got ambitious and walked up to the big, cement drainage pipe and worked on their echo skills. Hilarious.
Sunday, May 1, 2011
Day 216
April 30, 2011
A spotted towhee hopped up on our deck this morning. I was eating my breakfast when I saw him out of the corner of my eye. They're handsome birds, I think, with their burnt orange fronts and black head and wings, white spots on the wings adding a little flare. Neat looking.
We all went to an open house at Fraser's work. It was pretty fun. We got to see through the windows into where Fraser spends much of his time. There were other people in their working in their bunny suits, which always remind me of Willie Wonka's chocolate factory. I can just hear the oompa loompa song in my head. They were giving out popcorn which made the scene even more comical to me: people eating popcorn, staring through windows at people covered head to toe in white suits. Haha...
There were other cool things to look at: robots, a giant chess board, tons of free giveaways (pens, magnets, rulers, notebooks, vuvuzelas, calculators, etc), computer games, colored moving lights. It was a bit crazy, but interesting too. Lots of people were there.
This evening we had people over!! It was our first real gathering. It's wonderful for me to hang out with the moms but the dads never get to mingle. Also, I've been wanting a more communal feeling amongst people. So I suggested a monthly family gathering at alternating houses. This was the first one.
It was fantastic! First of all, tons of people came. There were seven families, including ours. All of which have at least one child, a few have new babies also. The weather was good for us so people got to hang out outside too. The food was delicious. And the best was that all the kids did amazingly well together! They hung out together and separately. The adults had a chance to hang out and talk, the dads mingled, the moms mingled, the moms and dads mingled. I really enjoyed meeting the dads, who were all fantastic also. It was great. I can't say that enough. It was so fun. Everyone had a blast. I couldn't be happier.
Jacob had an absolute ball. He was just lit up, running around the backyard with the other kids, playing ball, hanging out, you name it. He barely hung out with me at all the whole evening. This sounds odd, but it was wonderful. Wonderful to see him so comfortable with so many kids around playing with his toys. Wonderful to see him interact with the other kids. Wonderful to see him having such a fun time. I'm excited about this new endeavour.
Day 215
April 29, 2011
Jacob and I saw some little birds in the neighbour's tree this morning. I think they were yellow rumped warblers. I hadn't seen them before, and they haven't come back. But they were really neat looking little things with little bursts of yellow on their throats and wings amidst a beautiful slate blue and grey.
Mowed the grass today. I know that doesn't seem like much but really, the last time it was cut was by Ray when he and Cynda were out in October. Yes, it doesn't grow as much in the winter, but it grows more than grass in CO in the winter. Weeds also grow well. So, it was needed. Especially because we're having people over on Saturday!
I've been trying to listen to Democracy Now on the radio in the mornings but oftentimes can't hear much of it due to the boy. So I've been trying to follow up online later in the day. Very interesting news. I've listened to them for years off and on but now I'm making a more concerted effort. I don't want to have absolutely no idea what is going on in the world just because I have a kid. Not that that isn't a justifiable excuse some days but it's also a reason to pay more attention. I would highly recommend listening to the show. If you don't have a local radio station that plays it in the am (usually at 7) or in the afternoon, just go online and you can pick and choose what segments you want to listen to.
And library has become a new favourite friend: Money and Power (all about Goldman Sachs), Treasure Islands (about tax havens), Mary Oliver books, radical homemaking, cookbooks. These are just some of the books I've been requesting. I have a lot of reading going on these days.
Day 214
April 28, 2011
Went to Playdate PDX today for the monthly kids' playdate. There were a bunch of us this time - I think 6 moms total. It was great because as we followed our kids around, there were enough of us that we got a chance to see each other and hang out a bit too. Very nice.
Had a little lunch in the park with one of the moms. Definitely a bit chilly. The weather here changes on a dime, seriously. Sunny one moment and 10 minutes later, you're getting rained on. A bit crazy. I'm still learning to be prepared for everything!
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